Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
You have a unique perspective now.. you are awake and nothing will change that..but just as you've shown your brain how to be awake, you can manipulate yourself into letting go of the information you have learned if only for awhile to regain or retain your sanity.. Sometimes you gotta force yourself to forget even if just for awhile.. Your like a switch now turn the awake on and off.. Your brain is a wonderful machine..