Pedes, This journey is long and arduous. I've felt pretty isolated, alone, and stressed about what's going on in the world. It's gotten to a point where I can't have a healthy relationship with my girlfriend of 3 years. She's not fully awake, but she isn't a complete npc either.
How do you keep yourself positive through all this, and how do you clean yourself of this negativity? The last thing I want is to bring this stress and negativity onto the people I care about.
bring more Bible into BOTH of your lives. start reading it to each other, together. also pray together.
if you are delving into the Bible daily, then you are taking steps to walk in the Spirit of Christ, and not the spirit of the flesh. this will only draw you further from satan and closer to God as you walk through life.