I have been led to this same place, with the same questions. While our backgrounds are different, the theme is the same. I often question "why me Lord, why are others around me not seeing?". Then I doubt myself, question what is real and then read what you just wrote. This is how God intervenes---he reminds us he is with us, had led some of us to this place in this time for a reason. My faith is strong that he will reveal our role when it is time. Say strong in faith, our Lord will prevail.