I dunno if you’re feeling this, but I am. I’m just tired, exhausted, weakened by all this mess. Since covid, maybe before that, it’s been a nightmare come to life. Being on the wrong end of the hostility by those in power used to be an inconvenience, a complaint, an observation on the current events. It has become a millstone around the neck, and a real f u from the people our taxes fund, in order to eradicate any semblance of truth or justice.
I am weakened physically even, and mentally and spiritually I am drained, to an extend never leveled at me before.
It’s not only a concept, idea, or any of this anymore, it is a direct assault on the very things we need to survive. It’s bullshit, and unlike the usual bullshit that can be laughed off or memed or whatever, it’s become threatening bullshit.
I’m getting to where I can’t take this anymore, ripped off by people who only have my destruction in mind. The entire world has always been a scam, and there is now no protection against it because it has taken over.
I really hate being cornered by this shit. But it isn’t my fault that it has happened.
It’s not yours either. We can keep an eye on the situation but a lot of people are getting massively fucked by this shit, what are we supposed to do?
We all get tired, most likely you will many times before it's over. Know that we are not promised tomorrow and then turn it off - completely - for a few days, or a week. During that time, get outside, it is beautiful out there. Nature is one of God's medicines. Walk, clean the yard, feed the ducks at your local pond, discover a walkway or greenway in your area. Wash your car. Split wood. Challenge yourself to be outside. Lay in the grass and look at the clouds. Be grateful and thank God for what you do have. It doesn't take long and you will begin to think clearly again.
Find out where your local homeless camp is and go take one tent some soup and baby wipes and water. It definitely changes your mind quickly to see the reality others face. One becomes humbled and grateful at the same time.
Nothing in this evil world is fair and this world belongs to Satan. When you are inside, stay offline, instead read the Bible. Begin in Proverbs. Learn to Pray. You are stronger than you think. Be still and listen for God's voice. He is always listening and willing to adopt you as his child.