She'd hate it if she knew I'd asked, but she is feeling a total lack of hope, is panicking and wants out.
No matter how hard I try, I cannot instill in her the sense of hope that I have for the future. Her response to all this is to want to run and hide or do herself in.
Please, could you spare her a thought in your prayers to help her find the courage to face her fears and let them go? It would also be helping me :) TIA.
Update: Thank you so much to everyone who has responded so kindly with their thoughts and prayers. I'm heading out soon so I won't be able to respond to every reply, but know that I am grateful.
Update2: You're all amazing, and I've been moved to tears by the amount of support you've all given us. Truly, nowhere else could I have found this, and it has helped. My wife was in much better spirits when I returned home tonight.
You both are in my prayers. This place helps me so much. I come here and sometimes I'll read post after post of nothing but bad things happening. I'll start to get in that boat of despair. Then just as I get ready to turn away, someone types out something that's makes me laugh. Granted a lot of times it might be some kind of sick sense of humor but, I like that. This place has helped me through prayers as well. I was suffering from PTSD after serving on a first degree murder trial (I still have some lingering effects from it but not as bad). I asked for prayer and I could literally feel Christ calm my soul. I hope and pray your wife does too. I don't know if you and your wife like to shoot pool. But, it is an excellent way to unwind and let out frustration. I like to image certain faces on the balls, then knock the crap out of them with the cue ball.