A very good boy just got hit by a car. Best case scenario he is about to be three legged. I'm trying not to think about worst case. My son is inconsolable. Pray for him too.
If y'all will excuse, I believe I'm finishing this bottle of whiskey tonight. The last hour and a half has been the toughest I've had in a while. I can't read any more Fauci shit right now. I can't.
Thanks for listening, love you all, needed to vent.
The fact that you feel remorse for a past decision shows you are a good person. Don't be so hard on yourself. Your family needs you. No matter what happens as long as you put your family first and stick together you can make it through.