Yeah, the understanding of how 'evil' this was was really eye opening. It made it much easier for me to understand 'evil' as a real thing in real life. This dream was so extraordinary, I remember it years later. With God, I don't feel small and insignificant, I feel loved and important because He was willing to die a torturous death for ME. With that evil I experienced, I felt tiny and helpless. I knew I was no match for it. I'm thankful that God reminded me in the moment that I can always call on Him and He is there.