What would it take for you to fall back asleep? For me, it'll take a combination of being convinced of the following:
1... Convinced that there was no fraud that occurred in the Nov 2020 election that would've changed the outcome.
2... Convinced that I'm getting played by the GME/superstonks community--that it's not an overly shorted stock.
3... Convinced that the Covid Vax is safe and effective and there is nothing nefarious behind it, but rather, the vax comes from a 'spirit of good and life'.
4... Convinced that Michael Heiser's "Unseen Realm" is false teaching. I doubt he's into this stuff, but that book has helped me make sense of what I think is going on in the world in relation to a biblical worldview.
What are your thoughts?
The only reason for me to want to sleep (which I don't want to do) is because my wife is asleep and it's putting an incredible strain on our relationship.
I've mentioned this list a few times to her in counselling and day-to-day talk.
A lot of my 'awake' beliefs right now are convictions. I'd likely need to be convinced of all 4 points I mentioned in the post to give up on this, but it's like as more time goes by, the more mainstream reality moves towards what I've been thinking is going on.
You and I should talk more then. My wife is as well. She works at a hospital where the majority of their staff have been Dr. Fauci-ized. I was just waking up when Covid struck. And was to late to avoid my wife, my self, and my oldest daughter from getting vaxx’d. I got the J&J, they got the Pfizer. My wife has had 1 booster. I have not as I gained all the info from the internet/X22, and Brad Barton just a few weeks to late. But I’ve been very awake ever since. I tried to stop my wife from getting the booster but she did it anyway. Myself and my oldest daughter, no way! My youngest daughter 9, who is mildly Autistic, I’ll divorce before I allow her to be vaxx’d. Even her pediatrician said don’t do it due to the negligible data for children. And the data we now know that the vaxx’d are more harm than good.
We’ve spent most of our lives being fence sitters. She being a tad more Democrat, me a tad more Conservative. But I can’t even talk to my wife about the things I’ve learned this year because to her and her peers, it’s “conspiracy”, or just the radical right being ridiculous. She hates the far left and their behaviors too, but is clearly more of a Democrat, and certainly doesn’t believe a “Cabal” is trying to murder most of us to enslave the left overs, and trying to purposely destroy the USA. So I calmly try to do gentle red pills, but she choses to ignore it since she feels she can’t do anything anyway, and doesn’t want to hear about “political crap”. So nearly this whole year I’ve been lying there awake while she slumbers next to me. It’s very taxing on our relationship because she wants me to ignore it all and just focus on her and the kids. But I long to serve my fellow man, and fight for this country. Luckily I’ve been blessed to be a Moderator here, work for the forum, and encourage new Anons to learn, research, grow, and get into the fight. Even digital soldiers need logistics and Intel personnel. And that’s where I come in.