Thought I broke my mind for several months during and after the awakening. Life is completely changed. For the better? Yes and no. Being awake is freedom. But being awake is hard to bear sometimes. Like the dude on the Matrix who just wants to eat the steak and be unaware of it all...I wanted to get back in because I found it hard and still find it hard to function around normies. Lost my entire family (they think I'm crazy, they're liberals), lost my high-paying dream job, lost my Dad to the shit protocols that the evil hospital put in place (Remdesivir), but guess what........I am free and no longer a slave to fear, no longer afraid of death, no longer allowing the system to control my mind. I realized God is Real, the world is run by a satanic pedo cabal, and therefore it's hard to take things as seriously as I used to...I am so grateful that I found this site. Kept me sane through hard times. And makes me laugh A LOT. I have a greater appreciation of our founding fathers, of law, of the efforts of the people to fight for this great republic!