I am actually pretty close to it, closer than being in the hospital as a patient. While I agree there is bullshit coming from both sides there are studies which I referenced that show remdesivir causes kidney failure in about of the third of the cases. Adding certain other drugs can increase those odds. I know they are testing daily and watching levels which is good but if there are less invasive treatments that work why not use those treatments? Why not be open to the possibility that there are other methods? Also, CMS does give a pretty large increase if remdesivir is on the claim. So there is incentive to use it. I am glad this worked for you. My issue is with the blinders that so many health professionals have at this time.