posted ago by theReallyRealRJ ago by theReallyRealRJ +8 / -0

We talked (i.e. my wife) to the doctor and he’s of the opinion this could go on for up to 4 more weeks and could still end up with a ventilator. DO NOT WANT. I’m doing everything I can to avoid that outcome. Even hedging a little against the PAP machine I’m on nightly (it’s claustrophobic, I don’t know how to interact with it and, worst of all I don’t like the thought of having to wait 20 minutes for a respiratory therapist to show up to get me back on regular oxygen. Further the pressurized oxygen line fell off he damned thing once and that was an effin PANIC AT THE DISCO.

I’m considering, even at this stage bringing up FLCCC’s MATH+ seems an alternative to what we’re doing, but also considering getting in some horse paste (if I knew eff-all where to get some).

Current protocol seem to be treat the symptom and hope the cause gives out first. I can’t just up and leave AMA because I now have an oxygen dependency. But, say, I’d I could switch to MATH+ or augment my medications like say if I were a 300lb horse....

Any thoughts on where to get this stuff and if they’ll have it AND will sell it? Saint Louis-ish area, Saint Charles-ish to be more precise.

Thoughts Frens? I don’t want to have gone through 6 weeks of hell to end up with a 60% chance to win by ventilator.