My deepest condolences to your situation and plight. I think setting up a go-fund-me page would be deserving and some of us would help chip in. I would also get to a State where you could apply for emergency income would also be a good idea. Concerning Trump though:

Do not take Trump's statements for face value. His choice of words have more meaning than you know. Bottom line is Trump is opposed to Vaxx mandates and is for choice. You may not think so, but Trump is a genius for trolling the opposition. We are at War. Think about the following.

What if Trump did speak out against it? How would the MSM, Deep State, and International Cabal react? I see it would be a similar hysterical reaction as when Trump promoted HCQ and other alternative prophylactics. I recall it was like a hornet nest of hysteria. This is not the battle Trump is fighting. It is much bigger than this. The whole SCAMdemic and vaxx tyranny is to heard everyone into vaxx passports, which will be used to Id everyone in the Beast system.

Again, is this message central to Trump's mission to halting the Great Reset, in which a new feudalism will be established in which you will "own nothing and you'll [have to] like it". Trump is against mandating vaxxines. No one should be forced to be injected with something that is against their will.

I believe Trump is not wanting to be dragged into a battle that can jeopardize other issues like election fraud and human rights. Right now, your life is the most precious thing to protect. Find a safe harbor. Good luck.