I work in a Paediatric Bone Marrow Transplant Unit where we put our kids through a gruelling regime of chemo to destroy their bone marrow before we transplant the doner Bone Marrow. We watch blood counts and adapt medication to how their bodies are reacting to the new marrow. These kids are seriously sick, and can take months before they start to get well. During this period we lose many of our patients, which used to break my heart every single time. A wise woman told me that each death is God's ultimate healing. No more pain, no more illness no more invasive medical intervention. This resonated deeply within me, to the point I no longer see death as the end, but as a beautiful begining... May God bless you and help ease your pain.