It's tough when you inhabit the bottom of the barrel. You find things that allow you to enjoy it. Truth is once that economic fallout hits, my people are pretty fucked. I'm hoping I can get out of this mindset with the new year. I'm used to being dealt a shitty hand and making the best of it. I'm not used to seeing the 40,000 ft. view showing a promised land over the horizon. It makes me think holding on with the usual vices will allow me to make it over that hump. My 'ways' have gotten me pretty far in this fucked up reality. It's fucking terrifying to leave that comfort zone. I'm noticing where I'm getting this from and why it's not helpful. If anything we have been lucky as fuck to make it to this point. I'm more of a contrarian on this board than a doomer just trying to get people to examine all angles. It's just hard when you struggle with mental shit when your mental is what has gotten you through so much.