Same, I feel like I have been shunned too. If I am only sure of one thing, it's that I'm standing on the right side. But even with that I'm in a pretty bad bout with depression. It's lonely, it's tiring and this has been along couple years . Today I quit drinking, I've been over drinking to just get numb and it's making things worse. I'm not sure when this ends but it can't come soon enough.
Same, I feel like I have been shunned too. If I am only sure of one thing, it's that I'm standing on the right side. But even with that I'm in a pretty bad bout with depression. It's lonely, it's tiring and this has been along couple years . Today I quit drinking, I've been over drinking to just get numb and it's making things worse. I'm not sure when this ends but it can't come soon enough.
Do you seriously think God can't use you?
Noah was a drunk
Abraham was too old
Isaic was a day dreamer
Jacob was a liar
Leah was ugly
Joseph was abused
Moses had a stuttering problem
Gideon was afraid
Sampson had long hair and was a womanizer
Rahab was a prostitute
Jerimiah and Timothy were too young
David had an affair and was a murderer
Eliza was suicidal
Isaiah preached naked
Jonah ran from God
Naomi was a widow
Jov was bankrupt
Peter denied Christ
The disciples fell asleep while praying
Martha worried about everything
The Samaritan woman was divorced
Zacharias was too small
Paul was too religious
Timothy had an ulcer
And Lazarus was dead.
So true! Here I am Lord, take me!
Stay strong, fren. You’ve got a lot of us on this board going through the same things. I’m here for you!