One of my family members is very anti-Trump (she thinks he is the anti-Christ), pro-Biden (kinda, these days), and very much pro-"vaccine."
So I've been telling her I've been taking herbal supplements and 100's year old medication like methylene blue and, licorice, casuticum, passionflower, etc. for my narcolepsy.
And I've been really drilling in the term "guinea pig" as to what I'm doing to my body.
This is all true, mind you, because I intend to find a treatment for my narcolepsy that doesn't cost my insurance $5700 every month.
So I've been saying "Before I recommend anything to anyone, I guinea pig myself so I know its safe. I'm very methodical and increase doses until I show symptoms, and then weigh the symptoms with any noticeable benefits."
I've had this conversation with her about four times now, and she always says the same thing: "I wish you wouldn't experiment on yourself like that, you don't know what these drugs can do to you."
We don't bring up the clot shot, so I have yet to throw that back in her face when it comes to a mRNA experimental drug that has only been around less than two years.
The ones I'm taking have been around either since the late 1800's or from the start of human history. The effects are very well documented, if you're willing to look through early 1900's manuscripts. The FDA bans modern studies on any herbal supplements thanks to Big Pharma's lobbying.
Yup... I think I'm game-set-match for some major KEKs if she ever presses into it.
But... I guess she may not, considering I've already verifiably proven my narcolepsy was likely from the meningitis vaccine and exacerbated by the H1N1 vaccine. She gets real quiet, now, when I bring it up...
https://www.baumhedlundlaw.com/prescription-drugs/gardasil-lawsuit/
The Gardasil vaccine, manufactured by Merck & Co., was approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) in 2006 for use in preventing infection from only a few of the hundreds of types of human papillomavirus (HPV). Since hitting the market, however, thousands of adolescents and adults have reported serious and disabling Gardasil side effects after receiving the HPV vaccine. The most prominent among these side effects is postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome (POTS).
https://www.nature.com/articles/nature.2013.14413
But the results do not fully explain the Pandemrix mystery, because other flu vaccines contained the same proteins but did not lead to a spike in narcolepsy cases.
Damned liars.
Pandemrix was simply the only one which enough stink was raised about it to get it on the books. All H1N1 vaccines saw an uptick in narcolepsy, but the books have been well doctored since 2019 and onwards. Some of my old go-to sources have been scrubbed, and they even tried to rewrite history by saying it wasn't Pandemrix, but the additive AS03 in it.
Bullshit, if H1N1 looks like the wakefulness neuropeptide orexin, it would have happened either way. The bastards trained the immune system to attack orexin in the body as well as the cells in the brain that make it. They even said so back in 2017.
https://www.euro.who.int/__data/assets/pdf_file/0009/351927/WHO-Vaccine-Manual.pdf
These observations indicate that vaccine-associated narcolepsy is not due solely to the characteristics of the adjuvant.
Of course, that's probably because they tried to remove stigma of the AS03 adjuvant since, you know, they're putting it in the clot shots.
https://clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT04762680
Biological: SARS-CoV-2 adjuvanted recombinant protein vaccine, monovalent (D614)-AS03, Dosage A
Most people shut up with their "it's absolutely safe, they know what they're doing" rhetoric after I tell them to look up Pandemrix.
They get even more worried when I mention that no matter which way you cut the Pandemrix causes narcolepsy debate, both sides prove that vaccines cause it.
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If it wasn't AS03, then vaccines by their very nature can cause narcolepsy.
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If it was AS03, then why the hell are they putting it in the Covid shots?
Anyway, I guess I've got that card in my back pocket.
Feel free to point out these two well-documented vaccines in your fight against the Pharmaceutical Tyranny Campaign!
I get those issues too when really tired or going through a lot of difficult events like I have the last month. My heart starts feeling strange and my body feels like I’m shaking and I can’t breathe right sometimes. I usually take deep breaths and try to hold it as long as I can. This does help but doesn’t stop the fear and difficult life events happening. 2 kids in the hospital with RSV and struggling with it myself. I also didn’t get to sleep much and tend to forget how to breathe normally. I had a lot of vaccines as a kid and struggled with asbergers until late college when I prayed and it started going away.
Sorry to hear you're having the rough of it.
It sounds like you're having panic attacks, not just a narcolepsy thing. I've had both, severely so, so i can tell there is a difference.
I can't be sure for your case, but what you've said skews more towards crippling anxiety more than anything else.
The breathing exercises I linked above should help you control emotions. It's definitely a meditative exercise as well as one for lung volume and oxygen control.
Don't focus on the bad and what you're weaknesses are.
Look to your strengths and us them to supplement your weaknesses.
Consider a guy with no arms.
You might think at first glance that he is less than average because of his lack of arms.
But what he can do with his legs will amaze you. He can do things with his feet, legs, and toes that you never dreamed possible.
He has taken his weakness, used it to forge a strength, and actually become something greater than what is typically thought possible.
So to is it with you, not matter your shortcomings.
You have to have the ambition to forget your weaknesses, and invest in what you do have.
While everyone else struggles to stay afloat with a full deck of cards, be that beacon of light in the darkness that shows them the full deck of cards isn't even required.
All you need is one card that you know how to use very, very well.
Most people who have a clean bill of health and mind are so laden down with potential that they waste away wandering between all the things they can do and never settle on any one thing to become proficient in.
Through limitations we actually are more free to evolve and explore.
So a man with no arms knows his course; his path is far more clear because his potential has been tailored toward one single direction.
Rejoice that God saw fit to give you a clearer path than those who have no limitations.
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke+12%3A48&version=ISV
Don't be crestfallen. You're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for.
Look at me. If it wasn't for all my debilitating illnesses, I wouldn't be as close to God and as helpful to everyone here when it comes to deciphering medical jargon. My journey to find what the hell was wrong with me has prepared me to write this very message to you right now.
I've accepted my burdens, and I offer them up to God for the sake of others. Do the same, and take all your burdens and use them as fuel to ignite your passions. Then take your passions, your progress and knowledge, and share them with others so that they may follow in the noble groundwork you've laid.
That's what it means to be a good Steward.
Thanks, very encouraging. I definitely had anxiety through the roof and I felt there wasn’t much I could do about the fact that it was waiting to catch me. Praying and talking to people was what brought me out of it, like I would ask God for help and something would happen that would really encourage me. A few nights again I told my wife that I felt God would send us home earlier than what should have happened and it came about that night. My son took his own oxygen off and would not sleep unless it was off. He was 3 weeks old and basically said “I’m done with oxygen” and we found he could breathe normally and didn’t actually need it on. The nurses were shocked and let him keep it off since he was breathing better and there were no issues. Before this he was on quite a bit of oxygen and it could take 2 more days to get home at least with how carefully they were turning it down. Satan wanted us to stay in that situation while the other kids got a different sickness at home and we were worn down. Now we are all together and can deal with this 2 day fever and grumpy attitude instead of being alone and struggling with all the needs.
Oh, he also broke off his IV and stomach tube different days so he was all ready to go home when the oxygen was done. So no idea how long it would take normally to get home, we were just there a week.