It's what one shapes out of it; not what others want it to be. I adapt to what inspires; you try to find meaning in information suggested by others; hence the conflict (want vs not want) towards the suggested.
Ask yourself...does nature offer your perceiving senses information without meaning? If not..does it suggest information?
That's a huge amount of meaningless word salad. Can I at least have some dressing with that?
It's what one shapes out of it; not what others want it to be. I adapt to what inspires; you try to find meaning in information suggested by others; hence the conflict (want vs not want) towards the suggested.
Ask yourself...does nature offer your perceiving senses information without meaning? If not..does it suggest information?