Don't feel like it is the end of the world if you don't get to go.

Clever saving can get you back out of the debt you do have for the classes you have taken.

College and Universities have run their course. The Degrees are now being revealed for what they truly are -- pieces of paper that say you are a good boy who will obey the rules of your corporate overlords and do as you're told without question.

They are writs of bondage, sealed with the blood of your mind at the cost of their system of financial slavery.

This system which demands you have a master's degree to work at McDonalds is imploding.

Consider this -- how are these Universities and Colleges staying open when they are actively scrubbing their enrollment numbers? Who is footing the bill?

The answer is simple, it was never about you succeeding, it was about you being put through the rinser and coming out with a washed brain ready to follow orders. They are now re-education centers, and do more harm than good to those who have an impressionable mind.

The University system is antiquated in a modern age where you can learn in 10 minutes from a YouTube video what it would take 2 years to be permitted to witness at a University.

Full disclosure, I have a bachelor's in computer science, an associates degree in pre-engineering, and I went to a liberal arts college. I will say, I got my money's worth, but that's because I actually wanted to learn about the world (liberal arts) and not just learn the bare minimum to do a job. I have no regrets, but I scrimped and saved, refusing a credit card at all costs, just in order to pay off my debt. If I had to do it again, I would, but times have certainly changed, and what I learned there I could easily now learn online, on my own, so long as I can muster a passion to do so and the will to keep going.

Find something you like making, something that you can can sell at a flea market, and don't let that hobby/craft/skill get dusty such that you cannot fall back on it when your normal occupation demands you bend to your breaking point.

Whatever happens, don't go forward with regrets. Keep trucking along and know that God's plan and your life aren't predestined. God put you here for a very particular reason, sure, but whether or not you get that degree has no bearing on whether or not God will accomplish his plan through you.

God makes us as tools to further the Plan of His Creation. God chooses us like colors in a pack of colored pencils. If he made you red, and he needs the color red at this stage his work, he will pick you up and see if you have kept yourself sharpened. If you are dull, and unwilling to do as he designed you, he will break out the blade and sharpen you himself. If you consistently refuse to do as he intended, forcing him to sharpen you time and time again, then after he is done with your color he will cast you aside and forget about you until such a time you have repented, sharpened yourself, and he finds you again having placed yourself among the pack of colors, ready to put on the finishing touches of his wonderous Creation. If you do not repent, God absolutely will mix others to fill the void you left, disappointed and broken-hearted that what he made had abandoned him.

God will never abandon you. We abandon God by not asking for His merciful forgiveness. There is no measure of time, space, or thought for how quickly God can forgive. It is solely up to us to deny the sins of our Self, take up the burden of our Cross, and follow Him.

You can do no permanent wrong so long as you keep yourself sharp for the Lord. There will be times even when you are sharp where the nib of your point is broken off in the excitement of God's passion for Creation. These are the low times, where we all struggle for seemingly no reason. God will not rub you to the wood. He will finish using you to the point you can bear, put you lovingly back among the family of colors, and he will give you time to sharpen yourself once more.

Do not think he has abandoned you when times are hard -- for it is in those times that your splendidly tinged leaden core is being used to color His Masterpiece. When times are calm, that is the time to sharpen yourself, repent of your sins, and prepare for when God will take you from the pack again to draw our Paradise here in the waking world.