A part of me wishes I had never woken up. It's all so tiring sometimes. I'm surrounded by sheep and cowards. I don't even know what I'm trying to say. I'm tired.
EDIT: Thank you, to everyone, for your words of encouragement. Last night, my mind was spinning, and I couldn't find the right words. I'm clearer now, so let me elaborate.
Yesterday, I took a stand. I stood and loudly proclaimed that this has gone too far. The scamdemic nonsense has to stop, and I refused to wear a mask. It's a small thing, I know, but the brainwashed masses need to see people standing up. A friend and co-worker who was with me, a man who I thought to be strong and who I assumed would stand with me, folded. He meekly put his mask on and said nothing. It was immensely disheartening. I just needed to vent to some people that would understand. Thank you, and God bless you all.
I would only question the motives behind many online churches, except local. Don't utilized any "MSM" mega churches. They are as satanic as the catholic church. Not the people that follow them, but the leaders.
I wish I knew a good online church to send you too - I am lucky to have a very good sense of faith from my Baptist upbringing, and use a Bible app that helps me take time each day to read passages. I can read them in any version also, which helps to discern the application of meaning from different sources of interpretation. I then just meditate on that day's verse.
The Bible App is what I use, made by Youversion.
I am a sinner. And thank the Father above for forgiving me my transgressions. I sincerely look to Him for guidance, not mankind.
Praying for you to find a good source of community and spiritual awareness in Jesus and his father, Our King!