I contemplate this everyday, it’s like you wrote down my thoughts for me. The last few weeks have been more of a struggle to get through. It’s even harder when you look around and realize the huge lie we’ve all been sold. When you’re awake to the corruption, the lies, the matrix - it’s hard to just go with the flow. I’m tired of this and my job specifically is actual bullshit. Like, it’s imaginary. I’m in finance and the way I see it when I really step back and look is my job serves no purpose other than moving imaginary funds around, investing imaginary money in a made up system to make the rich richer. My job literally does no good and was made up by society. It’s all bogus. How do we get out of it? We’re trapped.