Shower, shave the damn neck beard and any version of a neck beard,cut your hair, do not ever again consume any version of soy ever.

Put on clean clothes preferably without holes in them and get your butt out and apply for a job if it doesn't pay enough money take it anyway and get a second job. Once you've earned enough money go buy yourself some steak and be a man. That's my advice. And stop calling yourself and in cell