I remember when that happened, he was absolutely dejected but not butt hurt. It makes no sense that he would have been dejected if he found out that things were actually happening behind the scenes. He'd have the opposite reaction wouldn't you think? Instead it was I did the best I could and that's all there is. That was a rough day on voat when that posted. But this well before devolution theory proposed, not sure if Wictor had even posted on it yet.

What CTH ran into was the silos. In his own words it doesn't sound like he never got beyond 1 which is where the despair part, that's it, comes from. At best, he got in front of someone on the HIC like Nunes. And all Nunes was seeing was what his committee had access to,1 silo. And at that time all Nunes could say without breaking classified info was that bad shit happened. Not what was happening to correct it as he likely did not know yet. All speculation of course as most of this is.