I didn’t say that the truth doesn’t matter to me. I said that it’s irrelevant when faith is the only choice. Do I want Q to be real? Absolutely. Do I want God to be real? Absolutely. But I can’t prove that either of them are. I have faith that they are and I have faith that someday the truth will replace my faith. If absolute truth is the only way you’ll believe in something, then there’s no room for faith. I agree with you that truth matters, but faith and truth are mutually exclusive, both can’t exist together. Perhaps our disagreement is more in the semantics of the word ‘truth’ than anything else.