VIBE CHECK: Everyone ready for the ending to begin? "You met Q at a very strange time in my life."
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THE FIRST RULE Q CLUB IS:
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Man I'd love to just sit and listen to someone like you talk about all the stories you must've accumulated.
But yeah hippie at heart here myself. I used to think it only made sense to be a liberal. I was the go-to-guy in college for psychedelics and designer drugs (I was very careful in how I dosed people with Molly. Even had two chicks furious with me for not giving them more. Only for them to come find me 4 hours later crying and thanking me for not giving in to their pressure because their comeup was so intense).
Festival culture was a completely different type of euphoria. But I was almost ALWAYS the person responsible for making sure everyone who took drugs survived.
One of the few times I wasn't, one of my best friends and fraternity brothers (who had ever a stronger tolerance than I did) made it about 30 minutes into first set of a 3 day festival about 20 of us went to in two groups in South Padre Island.
He mistaking took 3 tabs of lsd not knowing they were double doses. And combined it with an ecstasy roll, and ended up blacking out and falling into a seizure in the middle of the crowd.
Ended up getting cared for by the paramedics as they monitored his heart rate and administered fluids as he slowly came back to homeostasis.
The craziest part of that event (besides one of us hardened ravers being shown we're not immortal), is that earlier that afternoon our two groups came together for a daytime kegger at one of the townhouses one of us luckily had access to by their negligent rich parents lol.
A handful of us decided to dose on the blotter of acid my friend procured for festival.
Maybe like 6 or 7 of us bought a tab from my friend just to sample it out together. I was the one who agreed to trade him two ecstasy rolls for two tabs, since he wasn't able to find any in time for the festival later that night.
After about 3 to 4 hours of me watching everyone else clearly begin to trip and thus verify the tabs were as potent as described, I annoyingly felt compelled to approach my friend and express my disappointment that despite taking both tabs and waiting patiently, I wasn't feeling a thing and so he reasonably agreed to return one of the ecstasy rolls I traded him.
And so later that night when he ended up falling into a seizure from overdosing and had to receive attention from the paramedics there, you can just imagine how emotionally charged I was from hearing the news while I myself was plateauing on the tab of ecstasy I took and already had my emotions amplified to the max.
All I kept thinking about was how it must've been divine intervention that the TWO tabs of DOUBLE DOSED lsd (that just sent my friend into a seizure) that I took earlier that afternoon somehow had zero effect on me, which ended up being the only reason my friend took 1 less ecstasy tab than he had planned that night.
I was bewildered, emotional sad yet astounded at how statistically unlikely the entire day's chain of events had occur so perfectly so to have avoided what would've been a devastating fatal disaster.
I remember how unnaturally certain I was that my friend was going to be okay when i initislly was told he was being treated at the medical tent.
Ironically i was the only one not thinking the worst before we actually knew he was recovering wonderfully. A part of me immediately knew that this was a divine intervention and the reason the 2 tabs (4 doses) of potent lsd I took earlier that day didn't end up working, was because my friend was not meant to die that night.
That event even further solidified my belief system that I had to always do my best to make sure my friends didn't get caught up in the fun of partying and accidentally kill themselves with drugs, especially if I was in a position to mediate what they took and how much.
I went on kind of a tangent there but something about the topic of how festivals were in the earlier decades always makes me reflect on how many accidental deaths must have occurred from simple naive hippies just looking to have fun.
Experiences like the one I described are why mushrooms are the only drug ill ever push onto people since their physical safety is pretty much guaranteed.
Third Anniversary Bonnaroo…was VIP & sitting in side-stands & moe. had just started playing. 2 girls were dancing about 40 feet from me on the grass & one went into seizure. I was mesmerized watching them & then it went bad. I launched over the railing & sprinted over but they were already surrounded so I couldn’t get to them. The one girl died…ecstacy body/brain temp soared. Lack of water. Tragic. I was in a frat in college until they shut us down and like you I was the trip-master. Have seen people not come back from acid. As with all street drugs your always rolling the dice no matter what. As you stated, stick with nature & live to tell the tale. God kept us around for a reason…and that’s become so evident as fact. To continue “guiding” others? I survived 5 wars, Hep-C, 12 surgeries & cancer. “He’s GOTTA have a reason to keep me kickin” was my mantra for a long time. Then I began to pray on it. And pray & pray. Then one depressing night as I was SURE the cancer had ended my road I kept praying. The room began to shine & glow…I FELT pure love. (I was completely sober). In my head I “KNEW”…like a voice but not “heard”; “I’m-not-through-with-you”. I can’t describe in words the pureness of the complete feeling of LOVE I experienced. The light & glow faded and I was blown-away further than any mushy induced out of body experience…drugs can NOT compare. I’ve been REBORN was all I could think. It wasn’t my goal…but my constant praying WAS LITERALLY ANSWERED. I’m careful not to slip now…I mean the old me was Type-A Mr Extreme no matter what I did. Now I feel like an aging goat ready to lead the pack if called-upon. Sorta. I smell better than a goat 😂. Edit; God definitely intervened in your experience with your Brother-friend 👍🏽💕😎
I wanna give you a hug right now for sharing that. You're a good man I can tell. During one of my most profound acid trips I came to the stunning realization that every person I've ever met in my life, was just a slightly different variation of "me", manifested under different circumstances, to different families and influenced by different experiences as they grew and matured.
I'll always remember the childlike wonder and powerful stunning experience it was to be mid conversation with another very good friend of mine (who was also tripping), as my mind suddenly "clicked", with the realization that my friend had some of the very same mannerisms, peculiar facial expressions and even expressed the same non verbal communication/social cues as another very close friend of mine who i hadn't talked to or seen in half a decade and was a thousand miles away and completely unrelated to this friend.
Yet in those moments, I was able to see how very much identical some of the very peculiar, unique mannerisms they shared. And with this profound realization triggered a lightning flash of other connecting thoughts that all led me to the very baffling realization that these similarities weren't coincidence and exclusive to these two random people in my life, but that so too it must be the case that I myself must exist as having the very same mannerisms and peculiar social cues as other people throughout the world.
And so the finality of these numerous rippling realizations led me to the truly bizarre implication that we are all in essence pieces originated from the same consciousness and that the idea of all of us humans being completely different and unable to get along is but an illusion generated by the human minds limitated ability to perceive such a grand pattern on such a large macroscopic scale.
This is what I believe the Bible truly meant when it claims that all of us are created in God's image.
Lol us hippies entertain some of the wildest thoughts don't we?
The BESTEST thoughts!! 😁💕. Our souls all being a piece of Him, The Source, Creator…whatnot…we all originated from I AM. Therefore your descriptions are perfectly APT. We could talk for hours, days even. As well as many here, I’ve met some really GREAT people here and continue to. God lives on GAw and we’re (almost) HOME 😎💕🍄 I was watching Steve on Facts by How to Hunt.com (YT-link below) the other day and a lot of what we discuss here he touches-on as well. One person’s e-mail he was reading the author was opining on reincarnation & said something like; “we’ve all lived many previous lives and we’re supposed to break past karmas and advance toward ascension in each life. Earth goes through these cycles and we are now about to ascend into a period of enlightenment” then proceeded to basically describe The Great Awakening. Our innate abilities will come forward as we embrace God and His plan. Not a perfect quote but the author nailed it. The subject matter on his Channel is not strictly Sasquatch stories…there’s Our Awakening that’s becoming more & more the theme. Check him/it out?
https://youtube.com/c/proguide66
“Childlike wonder”…as Jesus said we should live. 😎