I don't know about you guys but it seems like it's harder and harder as time goes by to have real, intelligent conversations with the people in my life. My girlfriend used to get into it but as far as she's concerned, she's just done with having these in-depth conversations about the real shit that's going on around us. I met a fellow former Marine tonight at the bar and he kinda gave me what I need. A real conversation about the things we aren't supposed to talk about, but even he wasn't ready and eventually was over it when I told him things he wasn't ready to hear. I just feel like it's such a shame that I can't really have the conversations that I want to have out loud. I live on Long Island and it's totally red here, no doubt. There's 10-1 Trump flags over Biden stickers, at least. But it's just so hard to find any intelligent conversation about this shit in real life. This .win has been my home since shortly after the 2020 election but it's not the same as a real face-to-face conversation. I'm ready to come out. If any anons here from Long Island want to meet in public and have these conversations that I need to get out of me, I'd be forever grateful. Please message me. I feel like there's so much information inside of me at this point that I just need to say out loud and figure out how to speak about it the right way. I appreciate so greatly the conversations that are held here but it doesn't satisfy me the way a face-to-face does, I need to say it out loud. I love and appreciate you all and all you've done for me thus far. I promise I don't glow. Message me, let's get a beer and talk. Please.
P.S.; Even Glowfags, if you want my info, you wanna talk, I'm not violent and there's nothing I would ever say that would incriminate myself in any way. You're also welcome to my table.
You are not alone. Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one rolling the boulder up the hill, and I ask a friend to hold the rock for 2 mins while I take a leak and I come back and there is no boulder and no friend. Without hard results in a timely manner, the Matrix will suck an average person back in. I'm lucky my wife knows this, but she wants to talk about it less and less as time goes on. My two best friends who spear headed our journey with a much larger group of friends over 25 years ago are still loyal to the cause but have lost sight of the goal. I can post over a hundred stories like this, but it does not change anything. From my perspective, this site is for the people like us to be able to vent. The thing that keeps me going is that "happenings" are moving faster than they ever have in the past; and it's always darkest before dawn. Despite all the shit they threw at us, we are still here and have lots to be thankful for. Keep positive Anon, because I truly believe the best is yet to come.