You have to place your trust in God. Remind yourself that this world is NOT your forever home and nothing is in its final state. In the end, God wins. Justice will be served. All scores will be settled. Those who deserve punishment will be punished. Those who ask forgiveness will be forgiven.

Its not on YOU. You are not the criminal. God loves his children and hates evil. Jesus said "“If anyone causes one of these little ones—those who believe in me—to stumble, it would be better for them to have a large millstone hung around their neck and to be drowned in the depths of the sea.”