I have this same kinda problem.. I have some people in my life that won’t see it no matter how well I explain it.. and because I love them, I was trying to fill them in too excitedly. I realize now I’m better off answering questions if they have them instead of telling them what I feel/believe is going on in the world. It’s a whole lot slower approach but it doesn’t rattle the relationship the way pushing it on people did. I look at it as kinda like witnessing to someone.. going at someone full charge doesn’t always net the best results.. but a few well placed examples slid into a conversation here and there let them think about it on their time and let their curiosity grow rather than me annoying the shit outta everyone I know or even scaring them