I was open to it in the beginning. I just wanted to wait for more data to confirm if it was right for me. Before that happened, the leaders of the whole world went full Nazi about it. This caused me immediate pause as I questioned why these people were SO passionate about me getting this. Now, because of this attitude and that more data is coming in that doesn't look so good, I'm actually afraid to get it. Don't fix what ain't broke. Getting the vax seems like playing Russian roulette. It is a relatively small chance of actually getting a serious vax injury just as it is for the cylinder landing on the loaded chamber, but the best chance of not losing Russian roulette is not to play in the first place.