This may sound strange to most, but I think I was bullshitting myself for years pretending I was ready to "die for freedom" or defend my rights and my countrymen. It's a nice thing to believe of yourself and of course, it's easy to think you would.

But I don't think I would have. Actually, I know I wouldn't have. I think I would have cowered a few years ago. I think even in the face of the system coming at me, steaming ahead, I would have just balled up and complied even after all my tough talk and whatever else.

But after the plandemic, years of watching the country die a slow death, the system reveal itself more and more and more importantly the blatant satanism that's being shown to us now, I am at the point of truly understanding what our ancestors were willing to die for.

I'm truly beginning to understand why religious men of days past were willing to die or face insane adversity for it.

Once you cross that path mentally or spiritually there is no returning. Don't think I could ever go back to being even a semi normie like I used to be prior to 911.

It's almost as if the system is forcing me to reject it's bullshit and prepare myself mentally and spiritually for what's to come.

Maybe that was part of the plan also. Not just to wake the normies, but to toughen us up.

Just some thoughts I thought I'd share lol