Does this dude realize what he sounds like? I read this and it sounds like child abuse: not the guy in the story but the guy writing this, the gay parent. He sounds like a narcissistic lunatic and it sounds like he is creating a terrorizing environment for this boy he purchased. The boy sounds like an abused dog, terrified to walk to the bathroom on a train. So this gay dude has this boy he purchased locked in his cabin, terrified of the outside world, and under the guise of “realism about the cruel world”, he paints this fictional portrait of a queerphobic hellscape to terrorize this purchased boy and make him never want to leave the cabin. The cabin, meanwhile, probably has a bed in it.