This has been an odd feeling I've been having for the past couple weeks. I feel like I was "baptized" and born again, but I can never really pinpoint when it happened. Over time I lost identity of who I was growing up, as if the lockdowns completely erased all sense of who I was. I still have memories of my younger self of course, but now they don't really feel like they're my memories. A lot of my ambitions remain the same, but I still like there's a lot missing. Think of switching from Windows to Linux and you're still struggling to learn all the features. That's how, I guess, my soul feels.
Anyone else experiencing this? Is this supposed to be a good thing?
Oh yes! I feel like I’m living two lives. I am living 2 lives! Pre-awakening life vs post-awakening life.
My brain is now wired differently. Some days I feel like I’m in the twilight zone. I have some friends I can openly talk to about the awakening and other friends who are still asleep and we talk about other things.
I’m looking for groceries that aren’t loaded with toxic chemicals and home products that are healthy for my family. My family is as awake as I am and while they don’t rabbit hole as much as me, we love sharing stories we have learned. I’ve never been a tree-hugger, as I know about the climate hoax and what they have been selling was crap, while they buy their million dollar ocean front properties. But I’m looking for great all natural products and I have the whole family in on it. All natural laundry detergent to all natural shampoo. I’m trying not to buy from the big box retailers. We need to shift those jobs away from the Cabal to our small businesses.
It’s the strangest life I’m living because had you asked me 5 years where I was going to be in 5 years, this wasn’t it !!!
I was slowly waking up about the media when Trump was in office, but the 2020 election was my epiphany night. I love reading these wake-up stories.
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