The rambling unedited and unpunctuated nature implies authenticity, from someone who is writing from the heart.
However, it also casts doubt on whether Hunter was culpable. He looks more like an abuse victim here, whether what he did was intentional or not. Which casts his role as a druggie bagman. Maybe he was so drug addled in the Ukraine days that he just accepted the money and forwarded some, so as to get to the next hooker/buzz.
Bagmen have bosses, however. Just like in any organised crime: oh lookie here ladies and gentlemen, the biggest boss of all.
The letter reads like a bagman who is squealing, but is trying to explain away the mixed emotions. Maybe he had already squaled. Whichever is the case, he is trying to express the culpability of the boss:
It's your fault, you hurt me, my Uncle and Aunt were more like my parents than you are.
But then he gets emotionally tangled and caught up like a victim in a narcissistic relationship:
This is love, etc.
that is all about a public show of love and a public face, that hides years of pain and abuse.
The rambling unedited and unpunctuated nature implies authenticity, from someone who is writing from the heart.
However, it also casts doubt on whether Hunter was culpable. He looks more like an abuse victim here, whether what he did was intentional or not. Which casts his role as a druggie bagman. Maybe he was so drug addled in the Ukraine days that he just accepted the money and forwarded some, so as to get to the next hooker/buzz.
Bagmen have bosses, however. Just like in any organised crime: oh lookie here ladies and gentlemen, the biggest boss of all.
The letter reads like a bagman who is squealing, but is trying to explain away the mixed emotions. Maybe he had already squaled. Whichever is the case, he is trying to express the culpability of the boss:
But then he gets emotionally tangled and caught up like a victim in a narcissistic relationship:
that is all about a public show of love and a public face, that hides years of pain and abuse.
...absolutely....