Premature death or institutionalization (usually prison) is the final stage. It does not end well. 👆🏼Solarsavior is spot on about the craving. I had been sober about 7 years and was still miserable. I have depression and anxiety. Alcohol was how I managed them. Seek a medical professional. You are healing your body as well as your mind/spirit. You do not need to go this alone. In AA or a similar 12 Step you will get a fresh perspective on craving.