These last few years, I would say I identify as Christian. However, with that comes the knowledge that I'm not really an example of what Christ wants me to be.
Among the shitposting and memeing, the worldly politics and mind-bending comms games, and the gradual dissipation and breaking down of an entire fake media matrix, how does everyone manage to stay uplifted?
I get hopium fixes from the usual crew we tend to listen to, but that really only covers geopolitical matrix games. It can be hard to maintain faith in one plan, let alone God's ultimate plan.
How do we navigate this in a Christian way?
Do you guys have any preachers or pastors, or biblical decoders you listen to? Any podcasts, audiobooks, videos?
I don't want to hyperfocus as much on the deceptive war games and get lost in a mental fog of war.
I guess I just get a bit terrified sometimes, that the earthly things are distracting me from really getting to a good place spiritually.
I know we all generally share similar values, and I respect the opinions of those able to see past at least some of the curtains of the show.
I guess I just wish I knew how to do more to bring Jesus into my life.
Any advice from wiser crazies than I?
Love ya, you nimble navigators.
Listen to the song "Saturn" by Sleeping at Last. The song goes over the concept of existence when thinking of the world as a percentage chance in the endless infinite.
The universe is infinitely massive, maybe even never ending. Throughout all that infinity, what ends up being the rarest thing of all? We've scoured the heavens and have an idea of how to find life, yet the only sign of it we still have is the one we see here on Earth. So for that 99.infinity% chance life doesn't exist throughout the rest of the Universe, we are that 0.0infinity01% chance of life and existence.
There are an infinite number of timelines that exist, an infinite number of people you could have become. Your life could have gone an infinite number of ways too, yet it went this way. You ended up having a life full of actions and reactions that has led you to this very moment in time. Some people just boil that down to life, but when considering the 0.0infinite% chance of anything even happening in this world, I consider it fate.
Throughout all of infinity, you and I exist watching the world burn exactly as chaotically as we predicted. We could be anywhere in the world right now, but we are here and awake to witness it all. Throughout all the infinite timelines, we exist in this one; throughout all the infinite timelines, God both exists and does not. For if there are an infinite number of possibilities, he is both real and not at the same time. Yet through all those infinite possibilities, we are living in one where he feels most alive. That's how I explain the 0.0infinite01% chance we're even being awoken, let alone exist.