I fight everyone. I fight people here because of what I think and believe, I fight people on patriots.win, my whole family I have not talked to in two years and most of my friends are no longer. My biggest one thru all of this has been my mentor, seeing him as a sheep, watching the decisions made by all of them, I'm more broken then coming home from war now. Most days I don't want to see what the next day brings. I doom, I gloom, I black pill, I'm guilty of all of these things, this is who I am, I'm not changing.
Do you pray to God? I find that is the answer to all my bouts of gloom and doom. Please try it, and have a conversation with God. He WILL listen and answer you.
I fight everyone. I fight people here because of what I think and believe, I fight people on patriots.win, my whole family I have not talked to in two years and most of my friends are no longer. My biggest one thru all of this has been my mentor, seeing him as a sheep, watching the decisions made by all of them, I'm more broken then coming home from war now. Most days I don't want to see what the next day brings. I doom, I gloom, I black pill, I'm guilty of all of these things, this is who I am, I'm not changing.
Do you pray to God? I find that is the answer to all my bouts of gloom and doom. Please try it, and have a conversation with God. He WILL listen and answer you.
I ask HF for an attitude adjustment. He is always willing to accommodate.
I am doom a lot as well, but if you fight through with staying open minded, I think there is a enough out here to give you peeks of light in your day.
For one that lives in dark, a small amount of light can make a big difference.