I would encourage you to just take a small break and see if in time you feel led to come back. Yes there is alot of negative like u said, however there are also many amazing souls here. We need to find ways to come together. I feel your frustration friend. Please dont just give up though. We understand a break. We need you fren and I value and love you for being here with us. If u ever need someone to talk to or need prayer. I am here. I can give u other ways to get in contact with me of your heart is truly set on leaving here