My prayers go out to you. I know every day is a struggle emotionally, physically and financially. God never gives more than you can handle, and when you can’t handle anymore, God calls his children to Him. We had a friend with a disabled child: unable to walk and blind, and mentally handicapped. (The friend was a former nun, involved in drugs after leaving the order. Her husband saved her life. He later developed Alzheimer’s. They had two healthy children, but one was imprisoned after a drug rage and attempted murder-he found God in prison and is now out.) The handicapped child was well cared for into her 20’s. One day while listening to a religious program, her mother returned to the room to find her daughter deceased. The daughter was not ill, gave no signs of distress and the autopsy was negative. God decided it was her time to be called to Him. This woman suffered from drug abuse early in her life, a handicapped child, a child with drug abuse who was incarcerated for attempted murder, and a husband who died with Alzheimer’s. One would think this was to much to bear, but bear it she did, always with a smile and love and belief in God.