Fluffy white clouds and cobalt blue skies. Haven’t seen that in a while.
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In hindsight, I should not have been so careless with the sprayer but I also wouldn't have painted the beams myself; a painter would have cost more than the sprayer.
I didn't have the reunion yet but thank you. My parents mean well, I think, but it's always been hard to see how. You haven't seen your parents in 40 years?? That's sad, including the reasons that caused it. I'm sorry to hear that. I'm only attempting this for the sake of trying to repair the damage caused to my children. They were great at turning my kids against me. My daughter has come around & seen the light. She is my bff again but my son may be irreversibly damaged. He acts like he isn't mad but there is no relationship between us - not like how it should have been. He was my buddy when he was growing up. I would really like my son back.
I would love my own mountain stream. I actually just got back from the river..... Good times for the 5 year old that tags along with me 😄. It's so hot today, I let him in the water.
One sprayer is a small price to pay for a healthy body and a clear mind. I'm just happy you found your way thru. Life can be difficult at best when we're health, but down right disastrous when we're struggling with some underlying health issues. Everything else is small potatoes, and we don't sweat over the small potatoes.
My exodus was liberating, the wisest move of my life. No regrets, that toxicity was deep and dark, the shit she did was criminal by very strict standards, and he was willing to sacrifice children for the appearance of normality. I'm happier and healthier without it or them. I'm also proud I was able to protect my younger siblings, but it required a commitment, that I honor to this day. (More like 45 years ago, emancipation at 15, but I was living on the street long before, this just gave me majority / legal status. The last thing I needed from them, and one of the few things they gave.)
Granted I don't really know you, haven't looked into your eyes, seen you at your best or worst, but what I do know of you is, you're open and honest, intelligent and compassionate, a hard worker and a proud patriots, you're quick to defend the defenseless, you love children and animals. Unless you are a closet case mass murderess, heroin addict or a psychopathic lier that's created this false presonia on line, I just can't imagine what justification was determined to alienate your children from you.
With your strong response to CPS, I imagine there's a story there.
Nothing good can be claimed by destroying one person in order to control another. Sounds like that's what your parents did, using your children to try to control you not only messed up your relationship with your children, but it messed up your children's relationship with you and subsequent their relationship with the world. How they perceive and process future relationship both casual and intimate are mostly based on the the lessons learned at home. They got a double dose of screwy, but I'm betting you make smart babies.
I hope your Son finds his own way home. It will be a defining moment of evolution for him when he does, if he and your daughter share a healthy close relationship and she sees past all the bullshit, he may be half way there already.
In my very very humble opinion, if you know in your heart and head that you are right, (and it sounds to me like you are) you should never compromise your values or principles for temporary pleasures or gain.
Views from the outside, for what they're worth...
Your knee must be doing better, and your four legged furry friend probably smells like a wet shaggy dog, though I'm certain he thinks he's just a hairy member of the human pack...:-)
Bee well Baby Bee.
Ps. I know where some free toe soaking streams are.
I have always sweated the small potatoes lol. I am a worrywart. It is a curse. Now that my kids are grown, it has eased up. I think they were really the cause because I was never like that when I was younger.
I think it's pretty amazing that you took care of your siblings. I can imagine that was very difficult. Your parents sound pretty crappy. I'm in awe of your fortitude to persevere through it all. You seem like you've lived a pretty adventurous & fulfilling life from what you'very shared. I'm glad you didn't allow the poison of your parents to ruin that for you.
Thank you for your kind words. Your description actually sounds pretty accurate lol you're very perceptive. Or at least, they are the attributes I like to think I have in myself. But no, I'm not any of those things. My parents and sister actually tried to convince my kid I'm a liar, bc they didn't like my truth. My real problem is I say too much.
There actually is no story about CPS to my house but there probably should have been. There was a lot of the typical bad stuff that comes along with a father that drinks. I'm sure other households were worse. But for me and my personality, it was very difficult to go through. He did eventually stop. I'm hoping my parents have grown and matured and I'm trying to find the connection emotionally to my childhood so that I can feel like I love them again bc there was a time a I thought I did. I'm trying to think of it more positively otherwise I'm just going to dwell on the negative.
Yeah my kids are pretty smart. My daughter was a little stubborn about learning so she is missing some pieces but she has the capability. My son however ate it all up and did really well in school.
I think for the most part I just don't want to have any regrets. I already have some and my parents are getting older. I feel like I owe this to my children if we're going to move forward in the future as a family.
My knee has been amazing! I was even running around the backyard today. Puppy is exhausted from playing dodgeball lol no river walk today.
Small potatoes are for small fries, not how I imagine you.
Those babies are lucky to have landed in your lap, there are worst places to be.
I hope you find what you're look for, and peace with it.
Many post ago, we decided the past no more, sorry I broke our pact, but it sounded like you needed context.
I was writing just the other day, wild things know not of sympathy nor self pity,
I'm happy to still be wild at heart, never yet civilized or tamed in the true meaning of the word or world.
Bet you're a rebel too.
Hells Bells baby Bee, I'm just getting started. Took me a minute or two to figure it all out, but now I'm on a tear.
Running like a freight train in the midnight rain..
Nothing Can Stop Me Now..:-)
How is it even possible to speak "to much truth"?
It's always been the secrets that eats holes in our soul.
The light only offends the merchants of darkness.
Shine Baby Shine for all the world to see.
I basically called them out for all their neglectful behavior & they couldn't handle it. But yes, I needed it all in the light & spoken about freely so I could finally process it.
LoL when I said I 'wasn't any of those things', that's what I was referring to. I can't even kill spiders. They get put outside.
The kids are lucky but I am more. I was just reflecting yesterday how quiet they all are. 7 kids outside in the sprinkler, everyone was just chillin' & enjoying the water. It's a beautiful thing to be a part of so many future patriot's lives 😃
Ps. Left unanswered the question of,
I can only but wonder why 🤭
Duh, the reunion I was referring to was the long, endless, forever and eternal time that the kids weren't able to hang out with their favorite day care person. One week in kid time is like FOREVER !!! No cake and ice cream, balloons and confetti, ribbons or bows to celebrate the reunion?:-)