I dont know if im the only one, but lately I've been feeling like I'm on some personal island. So many people I know just do not seem to see what's coming. I dont feel like I can even plan for the future beyond prepping. I am a hard worker with a good job. I study hard and am educated.
My ex gf, whom I adored, broke up with me over a year ago and I still have dreams about her. I tried online dating, but everyone is just ... asleep.
Im not sure if others seem to have this feeling too. Like standing at the edge of a cliff that was never there before and I cant see whats out there.
So many lies everwhere I look. I talk to God and put my faith in Him. Still, its a bit scary. I dont want to talk to anyone because I honestly dont know what to say. I just yammer on about prepping and how everything is a lie.
This is all so exhausting. And here we are heading into some of the most difficult of times. Unreal. My vision of life is being permanently altered. Very cloudy.
Please, God. Please give us strength and patience. Please forgive us all and protect our loved ones. Please give us clarity. 🙏
This is exactly why I’m awake right now! It kills me to see the enormous delta between friends and family when we use to do everything with and now I can’t stand getting together with them. How can they not see what’s going on in the world? It’s been years now and I’m very frustrated. My one sister actually said we were heading for a civil war and if my husband and I were on the opposite side—all bets are off. What does that even mean? It’s lonely knowing the truth but I’d still prefer it.
Just give in to their truth: Biden's great. Inflation is fine. Body autonomy is stupid. Freedom is over rated.
Yes it’s easier walking around with your shoulders rolled forward, unable to look anyone in eye and accept the fate the world has given you. Hard for me to even write these words. Sad for those who don’t see.
Yeah, try not to take any of this too seriously. This is not our home.