I dont know if im the only one, but lately I've been feeling like I'm on some personal island. So many people I know just do not seem to see what's coming. I dont feel like I can even plan for the future beyond prepping. I am a hard worker with a good job. I study hard and am educated.
My ex gf, whom I adored, broke up with me over a year ago and I still have dreams about her. I tried online dating, but everyone is just ... asleep.
Im not sure if others seem to have this feeling too. Like standing at the edge of a cliff that was never there before and I cant see whats out there.
So many lies everwhere I look. I talk to God and put my faith in Him. Still, its a bit scary. I dont want to talk to anyone because I honestly dont know what to say. I just yammer on about prepping and how everything is a lie.
This is all so exhausting. And here we are heading into some of the most difficult of times. Unreal. My vision of life is being permanently altered. Very cloudy.
Please, God. Please give us strength and patience. Please forgive us all and protect our loved ones. Please give us clarity. 🙏
You sound depressed and having a hard time seeing any positives. I really encourage you to take a break from reading politics for a few days at least… get outside, hang with friends, do some enjoyable activities. Sometimes reading the doom and gloom can be too much, and make you forget that there is a whole amazing world out there that is moving forward in various ways. You need a some time away which will give you perspective. Don’t stay in your head with this. You have to learn to navigate the world where most people are not aware of all this stuff. Few are called, but you don’t have to be alone or disconnect from people. Hang in there, just don’t let your thoughts swallow you up. When feeling this way, action is required.