I made the decision to leave. I tried to teach her how to think for herself, how to research information. Whenever I provided her evidence, she never thought for herself. She always had to get an opinion of someone from her circle of friends, all of whom are virtue signaling brainwashed zombies who did nothing but use her and whisper the narrative in her ears. She's in the nursing field, literally parrots "safe and effective" and "could have been worse" and every other programmed statements that the herd use. And now, just recently, I found her with some prescribed medication for shingles. Since our separation, I have said nothing about this topic anymore. I was tired of the arguments. They made me sad. I respected her field and her beliefs even when I didn't agree with them. But when I went out and spent time fighting this fucking tyranny, all I got was an earful and we argued. I wanted to start a family with her. I proposed to her just after the scamdemic hit, thinking nothing of it and just laughing it off. I was happy despite the clownfuckery. I'm now over 40, I don't know whether I'll be able to start a family. But I'll continue to fight. I'll continue to work on myself physically and mentally.