Excuse me? You set your direction to maintain your health. Then you set your direction to pack up. Then you set your direction to move to find work. Then you set your direction to find a new place to live. You aren't directionless. You are experiencing a ton of self direction after leaving the forces where you would have been poisoned if you had not decided on the initial direction. You are a direction whirl wind. And the direction will continue each morning when you direct yourself to get out of bed and make a new decision every morning. Welcome to civilian life. You will get used to it. And you will have the opportunity to create something bigger than you have ever experienced on your own. You just got a head start ahead of the guys still in the forces. Welcome home.