You sound like my mother. She is very well living according to God's word and she is 100% at peace almost all the time, even with her households finances getting extremely tight.
I am doing my best to live according to his word. But at the same time I can't help but constantly stress about what my next move is going to be and how to best prepare my household for possibly wildly different outcomes/futures. Stayin' strapped and ready for war... frequently praying for a good outcome... and often looking up ready for Jesus to pull up. 😄
Then you have already won.
I have!!! I have a peace, even amongst all of this crap. I have moments, but prayer gets me through it.
God is in control.
You sound like my mother. She is very well living according to God's word and she is 100% at peace almost all the time, even with her households finances getting extremely tight.
I am doing my best to live according to his word. But at the same time I can't help but constantly stress about what my next move is going to be and how to best prepare my household for possibly wildly different outcomes/futures. Stayin' strapped and ready for war... frequently praying for a good outcome... and often looking up ready for Jesus to pull up. 😄