I was into occult and/or pagan practices for 20+ years, starting around the time I graduated high school. I've run the gamut when it comes to that part of my life. I tried it all, except Satanism. I never blatantly worshiped Satan or called myself a follower. But I did listen to one Passio video earlier where he talked about Satanism failing because of how completely self-absorbed it is, and so in a way, I was a Satanist, and I think that is where many occultists and pagans go wrong. When your sole purpose becomes getting what you want through various types of manipulation, that's a problem.
Oddly enough, the events of the past couple of years, from Q to the coof, have been driving me out of occult practices and back toward religion. And it's because good and evil have become so clearly defined now. And also because I believe breaking down the ego is the only way out. I have been going through a state of spiritual confusion for a year and a half now.
Do you pray at all? I have a strong affinity for Jesus Christ and Buddha energy. I've always kept my ultimate goal on following the God, Source, Creator as an anchor of focus. Another key it to know myself so well, my likes, dislikes, and standing my ground or walking away from anything not serving my highest goals of self actualization. Laser focus on being your best to accomplish your purpose in this lifetime, being of service to others.
Have you ever read A Course In Miracles? I was surprised to see it at Barnes and Noble in my town. Consider reading it. I hope it helps guide you out of a state of confusion 🙏
I was into occult and/or pagan practices for 20+ years, starting around the time I graduated high school. I've run the gamut when it comes to that part of my life. I tried it all, except Satanism. I never blatantly worshiped Satan or called myself a follower. But I did listen to one Passio video earlier where he talked about Satanism failing because of how completely self-absorbed it is, and so in a way, I was a Satanist, and I think that is where many occultists and pagans go wrong. When your sole purpose becomes getting what you want through various types of manipulation, that's a problem.
Oddly enough, the events of the past couple of years, from Q to the coof, have been driving me out of occult practices and back toward religion. And it's because good and evil have become so clearly defined now. And also because I believe breaking down the ego is the only way out. I have been going through a state of spiritual confusion for a year and a half now.
Do you pray at all? I have a strong affinity for Jesus Christ and Buddha energy. I've always kept my ultimate goal on following the God, Source, Creator as an anchor of focus. Another key it to know myself so well, my likes, dislikes, and standing my ground or walking away from anything not serving my highest goals of self actualization. Laser focus on being your best to accomplish your purpose in this lifetime, being of service to others.
Have you ever read A Course In Miracles? I was surprised to see it at Barnes and Noble in my town. Consider reading it. I hope it helps guide you out of a state of confusion 🙏