So grateful that I found this community which led me to finding God, because without that I dont know how I would have gotten through today.
First I found out my cat passed away, which already hurt...but then minutes after that, my grandfather ive taken care of for 12 years took his last breath and I lost him too. The only thing that kept me from shattering was knowing hes been suffering for a long time and now that suffering is over. I really wanted to numb the pain with a bottle - but i went to an AA meeting instead.
It still doesnt feel real. 😔
Edit - just want to add since several people have already said get another cat - we have other cats, 3 actually, and 1 is with me now (the brother of the one that passed actually) so getting another one isn't really what I need. But thank you for the suggestion.
I’m sorry to hear that, my friend. I’m so proud of you for not taking that drink. Wow! Keep it up and know that Jesus is carrying you. I know the pain of losing my parents and my pets. It sucks but I always thank God for giving me the ability to feel. Even if it’s bad. I ultimately know they are in a better place and I’ll see them again. God bless you!