I understand. I'm exactly the same as you! When i say i wont do something, i mean it. I'll bet that throughout your life, similar to me you have noticed certain discrepancies in society that others haven't.

The thing I've learnt lately is that truly, we were a small percentage of people (initially) that said no and stuck with the decision to our hearts content. Other people, they don't particularly see things out of the ordinary. They've been gaslit their whole lives (along with us of course). Cognitive dissonance is a strong brainwashing essentially. From their perception, some thought if they didn't take it, that they wouldn't be able to survive. (Society has been taught to be materialistic so their perceptions of survival were having a job and a house etc.) A little different to our sense of survival. Somehow we managed to stay on the path of truth and we had the ability to recognise the lies.

Lots of people also have been raised to trust authority, when people idolise/trust others and if they always have - it can be harder for them to make their own decisions because they don't often have to and are comfortable trusting someone else to make decisions for them. Perhaps Stockholm syndrome works in this sense too?

Honestly, seeing the vaxed numbers at the beginning, I am grateful that I am this way and I am starting to feel for the others in this. Sure they could be abusive from the beginning, human beings abuse others most often times out of fear and triggers, it's not usually to do with the other person but more so is a trigger within themselves they are projecting onto others. So not often a personal attack but more generalised.

I feel very lucky I am who I am, it helps me feel closer to divinity when you are closer to your truth. So I don't want to harm others anymore as they are already seeing the consequences of the choice they made, most were completely unaware and are now just waking up from a lifelong slumber which we simply just had a big headstart in. I hope that makes some sense.