The last 24+ hours, I have been trying, unsuccessfully, to avoid looking at anything about the Arizona primary elections.
I have to admit, to my surprise, I think I'm still shell shocked over Nov 3. That period from Nov 3 to Jan 20 was truly like walking through the valley of the shadow of death, followed by months of confusion, anguish and a recalibration of what I thought the Q operation is, what the Plan is, and where to focus my attention.
After making my peace with the outcome in the months following Jan 20, 2021, and "keeping the faith", I have been rewarded with upgrades in my grasp of things, through a maturing of my understanding of Q, the Plan, and to be honest, the scope of the war.
But I've been surprised by the last 24 hours, to realize that I'm still shell-shocked. And despite trying to avoid any information around Arizona, as I review my usual sources of info and intel, stuff leaked through.
Shell-shocked? Yeah. I'm still avoiding celebrating or pinning my hopes on things, or committing anything emotionally to the outcome. (And, I can afford to do that because, not even being a resident of the US, there is nothing I can do and no real actions I can take to affect the outcome, anyway.)
As I saw reports of shenanigans, and mayhem, well, I just don't think I could handle a repeat of Nov 3 in Arizona. Man, I get moved and get the same chills watching Kari Lake as I get from watching DJT. In fact, to quote Travolta in Grease, "I got chills, they're multiplyin'." I watch De Santis, I watch Lake, I watch other champions who God has raised, and I'm moved to tears, frequently. (Because I recognize this is His great work.)
So, while still holding my emotional carriage in abeyance, while allowing a tiny whisper of optimism to crack through my mental screen, I find myself wondering what the heck is going on there. And here is what I don't get.
This was a Republican primary. How is it possible that the vote is almost split 50-50, between a patriotic MAGA queen (thank you Gateway Pundit) and a lame-ass rino wanna be swamp critter?
I can't figure that out.
Is it a case of rigged, rigged, but the voters overwhelmed the rig (as most will acknowledge needs to be the case come November this year)?
Or is it possible that there are actually that many lame unawake 'republican' voters in Arizona? The Arizona that had the 92-mile long (?) Trump Caravan in late 2020?
Did the Demoncats arrange for dems to vote in the primary? (Is this allowable in Arizona, as I think it can be done in certain other states?)
What the heck?
Anyway, that's what I'm asking myself. I'm wondering what the board thinks.
By way of conclusion, I think I'll recalibrate my statement. Rather than being (still) shell-shocked over Nov 3, 2020, having been able to flesh out my thoughts in this post, I'm thinking now perhaps the real reason I am on heightened alert re: Arizona is because there is (as has been the case in the recent past, e.g. 2016, 2020, etc), a very intense spiritual battle being waged in the Heavenly realms, right now, over the Arizona outcome, with the dark realms fighting with everything they can against the forces of Light. An intense, intense spiritual battle.
It's the same sort of intensity we were immersed in in Nov 2016, and 2020. At least, I'm guessing that this is what I'm picking up on.
Either way, my prayers today are for America, for Arizona, for Kari Lake and the TTV team. And for my American pedes.
And for DJT. God bless America. God bless the World.
Moved to tears by watching Lake or DeSantis? Dawg.
Okay, okay. Maybe the pathos of the situation got to me.
What really moves me to tears is seeing how God is raising people, how He is fighting for us. Every. Single. Step. Of. The. Way.
DJT usually affects me like that. But somehow, today, DeSantis ripping into the fraudulent "health officials" got to me.
Hey, I let my emotions roll where they will, when it's OK. I let my gratitude flow over me like a tidal wave, but when the wave rolls on and recedes, I'm seven times more determined and stronger.
But when I'm processing information, applying discernment and/or doing my due diligence, I let my emotions take a back seat and I work on letting my rational, reasoning and analytical mind do what it does best.
Don't be ashamed for having emotions. You are wonderful!
Oh, never.
About 16 years ago, my life tooka very big gear change when I came to the realization that emotions have a dual purpose (if you examine all things in God's creation, all have a dual purpose).
One purpose of emotions is the experience. We enjoy the pleasant, positive, uplifting emotions, and we also experience the more difficult or downward direction ones. But the experience itself if a key element of life.
The other purpose of emotions is essentially a navigation/guidance/feedback system. We learn about ourselves via emotions (if we pay attention to this function).
Take for example, anger. If you experience anger, it is telling your something about yourself. To explore further, you don't feel anger unless you care about something. It's your caring about something that elicits anger. Of course, there is unhealthy anger, when you don't understand what you care about or your care about something is misplaced, but there is also healthy anger.
Righteous anger, for example, only exists if you care about justice, about fairness, etc.
Likewise, I came to the conclusion that all emotions I experience are designed to tell me something about myself. And, if one handles emotions by suppressing them, ignoring them, trying to block them, etc, then the information they are meant to convey is also blocked and suppressed, and this then stunts growth.
Thus, for me, emotions are a internal guidance system that serve a really important function, in cooperation with and collaboration with the other guidance systems I use, including reasoning and logical thought, and spiritual or intuitive guidance (e.g through the Holy Spirit).
I've also found that once you begin paying attention in this area, you will continually find out your internal blockages, and can begin to remove them and open them up. Sadly, much of our society have been trained to want to avoid unpleasant or difficult emotions; they distract themselves, they ignore them, or even blame them. But in reality, it is the difficult and painful emotions that are important critical teachers - they convey very important information we need to grow, mature, and rebuild our hearts to the place where they can more fruitfully resonate with the Father, with Christ, and the presence of God in others.
Amen!