Same here. My grandmother (my mothers mom) passed in 2016 & mom in 2017, I miss them very much but glad they aren’t here to see what the world has turned into. And guarantee they would have been pushed by their doctors, my aunt & sister to get the vaxx, and if they had they would have died a worse death than they did. Grandmother went very peacefully in her sleep in hospital while we were visiting her and my mom it wasn’t as easy as my grandmother but at the end it was quick. Mom had cancer, though if I had known then what I know now, I wonder if my mom could have lived longer and maybe have beaten her cancer. I’m pissed at the doctors for not doing more to help her instead of just following “protocols” and of myself for not knowing more and for trusting the doctors. Mom actually wondered if the doctors gave her the wrong treatment (chemo) for her cancer right before she died. She may have listened to me about the vaxx instead of others, because she always thought the government was watching everyone, and had her own little “conspiracy theories”.