Realize the truth of a creator and God will lead you to Him. That is where I started. I was an atheist and my first aha moment was when I realized there is no way this universe just started from nothing. There had to be a Creator. Just looking at the multitude of lifeforms on our planet alone and the absolute miracles that happen everyday to keep that life flourishing awakened me from my hopeless existence. God will give you moments of confirmation. Little things that will allow God to guide and speak to you. You just need to be open to listening. I hope this helps you on your journey. God bless