I'm so sorry. Hang in there, fren. Do what you must. I'm fortunate that all of my grandparents are already gone, many years ago, but I'm reasonably certain I'd be looking at a similar situation as you if they weren't. Aside from my parents, I am not close to the vast majority of my extended family, so maybe that's a blessing. There are a few doctors among them, and I hear through the family grapevine that they're blue-pilled as hell. As the only pureblood left in my (blood) family, I've already grieved them. When all of this is over, one way or another, there will be new "family" and friend bonds made. Cheers.